"Hey there, I have a white coloured hairband, can I join your gang?"

"Huh? Umm. Yours not thick enough lah."

"Yah, and you must be wear your hairband for nothing, just put there to look nice only. Cannot use to hold any hair up ley."

"Actually hoh, if one day you don't feel like wearing the hairband, you have to put it around your neck so you still look cool, and everyone will know you belong to our group. Hairbands are really significant here."

"Like totally, and yeah, only WHITE & BLUE coloured hairbands allowed. You sure you can fufil the conditions?"

"Aiyo, I will try lah, but.."

"Oh, I forgot to mention, you have to walk around with your uniform sleeves slightly pulled up as well. That's one of our trademarks too."

"Yup, don't you think that's like totally cool? That's so us."

"One more thing, you can't be quiet and introvert, you must run around the whole school shouting and screaming. Like that then can attract guy's attention!"

"Oh wow, I think we belong to different worlds, all I wanted was to share the joy of owning a hairband. I thought it was cool, but I'm having my second thoughts now. Nevermind then. Bye."




like seriously,
what's with the super thick white hairbands,
pulling up half the sleeve looking disgusting,
and running around screaming like clowns?

WTF.


not that i don't go crazy sometimes,
but that's really quite stupid.
haha. omfg. losers.


Dance. As if no one is watching.
Love. As if never been hurt.
Sing. As if no one is listening.
Work. As if no money is needed.
Live. As if it's the last day of your life.



尽勤地跳舞吧，就当作没有人看见。
尽勤地去爱吧，就当作不曾受过伤害。
尽勤地歌唱吧，就当作没有人听见。
尽勤地工作吧，就当作你不需要钱。
尽勤地生活吧，就当作今天是生命的最后一天。



- Alfred D. Suja


if amanda suddenly said that there's full band tmr,
and mr tan's coming,
i'll immediately just go and kill myself or sth lah.


it has been like 2 years since i've touched the oboe.
okay, that was so exaggerated. about 2 weeks bah.
i think if i were to pick it up and play now,
i'll sound super bad lah.

gah.
i wonder how long i'll take to like pick up again.
shit lah, i hate band breaks.
no matter how much i don't wanna slack,
i'll still end up not practising. -.-



oh well.




today's english paper was quite difficult.
paper 1 was quite, stupid.
i had totally no ideas when i saw the questions lah.
in the end, i settled for the public transport question.
not emotional enough to write on Sadness.

HAHA. ;x lol.
okay, wth. ;D


then nevermind.
paper 2 was even worse.
what's with the mountain climbing and chinese antiques!
and what's with the super chim vocab lah.
but i think the summary was quite okay,
so, overall, its still fine lah.


i'd say the chinese paper was much more interesting. (:



next: history.


-faints-


bored from studying? ;D



LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: mil esille.
Birth date: 28th feb 92
Current status: haha.
Eye colour: pink.
Hair colour: green
Righty or Lefty: centre.
Zodiac Sign: sheep.

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE.
Your heritage: -
Your fears: pain.
Your weaknesses: my right ankle.
Your perfect pizza: an empty one'd be nice.

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: okay, wth. right, school. gah.
Your bedtime: whenever i'm sleepy.
Your most missed memory: countless.

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: coke.
McDonald's or Burger King: mac.
Single or group dates: single.
Adidas or Nike: nike.
Lipton tea or Nestea: lipton is the yellow one right.
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate.
Cappuccino or coffee: latte.

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: all smokers deserve to die.
Curse: oh yes, fuck!
Take a shower: i swim in the bathtub. what'd you think?
Have a crush: oh wth.
Think you've been in love: hoho.
School: no, i don't school. i go to school.
Want to get married: dying lonely's quite sad eh.
Believe in yourself: i end up regretting.
Think you're a health-freak: nah. mac is healthy.

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Drank alcohol: i think so.
Gone to the mall: yeah.
Been on stage: "good morning mrs teo, mrs yip, teachers & ..."
Eaten sushi: think so.
Dyed your hair: nah. but i want it green. O_O

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER?
Played a stripping game: we need a disgustion.
Changed who you were to fit in: i wouldn't even if i had to.

LAYER EIGHT
Age you're hoping to be married: before i die.

LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye colour: yellow.
Best hair colour: blue.
Short or long hair: bowlcut. ;D

LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 minute ago: doing this quiz.
1 hour ago: blogging.
4.5 hours ago: feeling the sadness of going home alone.
1 month ago: writing a book on suicide.
1 year ago: studying?

LAYER ELEVEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I love: my friends, [insert name here], my family, yaddah.
I feel: like a pig. i'm sleepy lah!
I hate: skinny people.
I hide: in the toilet.
I miss: ypsb, muse fest, sec4s, kbox, yaddah yaddah.
I need: to loose weight.

LAYER TWELVE: TAG 5 PEOPLE.
NUMBER ONE! ; you
NUMBER TWO! ; you
NUMBER THREE! ; you
NUMBER FOUR! ; you
NUMBER FIVE! ; & you.



hey you! you better do okay.
i'll be very sad if you don't. really. (:


chinese paper's over.
paper 1 was okay, paper 2 was hell.


after trying so damn hard to remember the gong han format,
i still wrote si han. HAHA. oh whatever lah.

oh oh, and right,
i tell you, if the compo question was
"ting ma ma de hua" and not "ma ma de shou",
i would have written out the whole song's lyrics or sth.
haha. i love Jay!

oh yes, i couldn't find 尴尬 in the dictionary. wth?




paper 2 was hell.
i didn't know what on earth the passage was about.
i don't know how to read half the words lah. lol.

如果你不听别人有什么话讲，你也不会知道自己该说什么才好。

HAHA.


oh well, its no use saying anything now. its over.
haha, oh yes,
sitting beside hardy's not that bad. saliva friend!
i like my place!
its windy, sometimes.
got the notice board to lean on,
and hardy and kejun on my left and right. haha.

and oh, its inspirational. ;D
joking. hahaha. ;x





lala, wo men yi qi jia you!
10th october!


i feel damn guilty.
blame it on the bad timing yah,
i was sleeping.
sorry. (:


i so did not allow that to happen.
i don't know what's my problem lah okay.
but that, did not just happen.






omfg.







it did.

gawd.

wth.






live with it.
you let it happen.
feel the insecurity.









don't worry, its not what you're thinking it is.


THIS

IS

BAD.



i feel like dying. ):


in another about 6 hours,
my brother's gonna leave for Taiwan,
and i won't see him for the next 22 days.
which is equals to him not returning home from camp for 3 weeks.


IM GONNA MISS YOU BROTHER!


gah.


think of the advantages,
i get the com to myself for whole 3 weeks,
nobody to fight with me for the last cup of chocolate,
the house'll be very quiet and peaceful without him playing rubbish on the guitar.


but think about the disadvantages,

the house'll be too quiet then.
if i screw up the com, nobody's gonna fix it.
and if i don't drink the milk, it'll spoil.

and there'd be nobody to teach me how to do my math,
nobody to get scolded by my mum with me.


and so on..




oh man.


and oh yeah,
i wasn't planning to write an essay. O_O

dans you. (:





done by bibiana and me.
it looks damn nice eh?
even though the chicken tasted quite bad.



this, is a masterpiece. (:


fwahaha.





this picture sure brings back memories eh?

HARDY!
please drop your pencil case somewhere again!
hahahahahahahahahas. ;x
okay, bloody mean. lala.


anyway i was browsing through my pics and happen to find this.
and then i started laughing like crazy to myself lah. ;x


in case you don't remember already..
the incident happened a long long time ago,
song fest 2006. (:



everyone went to the toilet,
leaving me in the class alone.
as i was sitting in my place, i was looking around,
AND TADAH, i found hardy's pencil BOX on the floor.

hardy = loser (at that time lah)


so, when they came back from the toilet, i was like,
I FOUND LOSER'S PENCIL CASE!!!
and i started laughing like shit. hahahahaha!
i hid it in my bag for the whole song fest,
and we pulled it of lah.
even though we were kind of the most suspicious suspects,
we only returned the pencil BOX to him 4 days later or sth.



RULE THE WORLD.
and on song fest day,
we took out all his pen and stuff,
and put it in bibiana's shoes.

LOL.



oh wasn't it fun.
i can still remember the details, i think.


HAHA.
LOSERRRRR! ;x


eh, KUI KUI is nice okay. haha!
i miss DR STOTTER.
i miss YPSB! ;x lols.

okay that was like so random.




lala. i just wasted the whole weekends.
the only unproductive productive thing i did was




sleep,








sleep...







and sleep.





(:
i feel bloody energised now.
but i still wanna sleep.
gawd, what's with me. oh well.
i want to sleep! lala.

zZzZz..




& exams are fucking near.
yes i'm only starting to feel the fear now.
a bit slow.
shit lah.


don't add on to my worries, okay.


okay, i just saw on shuyi's blog.
a bit lag lah. left another 15 minute or so,
but still,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEI YAO!



not like he's gna see it but, haha whatever.


ah peh! hahas.
actually kui kui's kinda nice. ;D


i'm safe from spotchecks.
fwahaha.



then again,
screw the ankle guard lah.
it looks so damn bloody gay. ...
then i suddenly wish powerpuff girls existed.
then they'd fly me to school everyday or sth.
HAHAHA.



gah!


congrats to those who played frisbee!
ya'll did well lah.
even though it was sec3's interclass.


hmm, linda and i were having fun in the bandrm.
drawing on the whiteboard and stuff.
and we created the CMB PLEDGE! ;D

someone drew this on the board. don't know who lah.
but i merely helped to deco it. (:

linda didn't mean it. did she? haha. ;x

a draft of the pledge,

and the final one. ;D HAHA.


in case you can't see, it reads:

We, the members of CMB,
pledge ourselves as one united band,
regardless of sections, instruments or level,
to build a better band,
based on music, initiative and reponsibility,
so as to achieve GOLD WITH HONOURS, pride & glory


FOR OURSELVES. (:


cmb!


lala.
exams begin in like 5 days.
jiayou everyone! (:
i love you my dear!

HELLO DARLINGS.
obviously i couldnt take it anymore lah.
bloody no peseverence. hahahaha. whateverness.
& i will work on a new skin after exams lah.
hahahaha. oh whatever.



okay, few major events that happened.

principal's forum thingie.
we performed our ensembles for practically no one.
but whatever lah, it was quite fun.
cassandra was playing without a score.
and we didn't even really practise tgt.
so, i guess i wasn't that bad after all.
think i deproved in someway or another ba. oh well.
after exams practise hard hard again! (:


i freakingly sprained my ankle again.
and yes, here's the story.
and so we were having PE,
for like the 1st or 2nd time we ran around the field,
I DIDNT STOP LAH.
then suddenly i heard jeremy and gang,
"fighting crime, trying to save the world.....
POWERPUFF!"

then, being me, i started laughing like crazy,
and suddenly, ouch! !!!
yes, the historical moment.
powerpuff s'more lah.
bu jian de hui fei. -.- basket.
& we now have like 3 buttercups, 1 bubbles and 1 blossom.
plus PROFESSOR, gang green gang, & P.G.O.
(P.G.O: play guitar one - we dont know the name)



okay, & one more thing.
the you know you know thing. yeah, the thing.
don't worry, i'll be fine. (:

lalala.


dad went to china for some business thing.
bro's going to taiwan for training soon.
oh well, i'm going under the table for holidays. (:
JOKING. haha. ;x



can't wait for the exams to be over lah.
lalalala, jiayou everyone! (:


okay, this is dumb.
nobody's gonna see the post anyway.
but i kinda miss blogging, after that few days.

HAHA.
this is stupid lah. lalalala~


exams are coming.
i planned my timetable!
i doubt i'm gonna follow it though.
try lah, try. (:


econs!


went to collect Jay's cd today.
the cover's so pretty,
i'm not letting my brother bring it to camp.

HAHA. ;x



anyway, MSN Messenger just died on me.
but i think its time i stayed offline,
and start studying for EOYs,
instead of talking to people online,
or rather, stare at the screen and talk to myself.

feel kinda uneasy though.
oh well, edurance!



EAT VEGETERIAN!
i didn't know egg was considered un-vegeterian.

O_O




boing~ boing~


hello.
i don't know what's my problem,
but i suddenly feel like learning korean.
HAHA.
and yes its partly because of the korean shows i've been watching.



okay whatever.
tomorrow school re-opens.
i can see the faces of disappointment.
to me, school re-opening just means one thing,
its another day closer to the exams!



yes its time we started running in cirlces with a radius of 5.6m.


okay school re-opening means two things.
it means i get less sleep too.








~!@#$%^&*()



anyway, i found this on youtube.





its funny. HAHA.
i wonder if that guy's gonna get into trouble. =/

gah.



happy school re-opening!



-.-


my brother is going to Taiwan for 22 days,
for some army training thing.

i so should have started my jianfei-ing earlier,
if i started like 2 years ago,
i'd be skinny enough,
then i can hide in his luggage and like go there too.



so damn unfair.

when i grow up and start earning money,
the first place i'm gonna travel to is Taiwan,
then HongKong, then Korea, then Japan,
then Paris, and many many more.

bu xiang zhang da.
hen xiang zhang da.


think about all the freedom and advantages.
then think about your financial problems.

hmm,
there are goods and bads.


oh well.


no,
its not time to enjoy the last few days of the holidays,
but time to finish up all your homework!






yay.



today and tomorrow.


i have to say,
i didn't make full use of my holidays.
oh well, its over anyway.


hello.


here are the steps to making black pepper chicken.
this time, we succeeded! it tasted good. (:



remove the chicken skin & fats.
in other words, clean it.

it has to be this clean okay.
the meat is shiny! okay not.

boil the potato first.
because it takes quite a long time to cook.

then, soak the vegetables and stuff in water, wash them.

get ready the sauces.

marinate the chicken in the sauce.

meanwhile, boil the brocolli and cauliflower.

slice the cucumber and tomato.
and when the brocolli and cauliflower's cooked,
take them out and drain them.
as in get rid of the water lah. yeah.

the important part.
cook the chicken!

and when its all done,
serve the chicken together with the veg,
and the potato, with mayonnaise if you want.

TADAH!



rule the world.
i know your saliva's dripping. (:



edit.


happy birthday joy of wetness.
it somehow rained today, i know you must be rejoicing. (:


anyway,
bai gao xing di er chang.
sembawang said the local version of Jay's cd not here yet.
damn bloody sad lah.
so we're gonna go collect on monday.


gah.
today, we shall all be wet.


sometimes i really do regret stuffs i do.
like choosing commonwealth as my school,
being in two five,
joining band,
choosing the oboe section,
and many other stuff lah.

but think about it,
what's there to be sad about,
when there's so much more to be happy about.


if i never came to commonwealth,
if i was never in two five, or'd rather one five`05,
i would never have met this great bunch of friends,
i would never know how much fun fun really is,
and i would have never experienced being in such a wonderful, and sort of very united class.

[edit]

if i was never in two five, okay, onefive`05,
there would never have been bonker`dds,
there would never have been BAs,
there would never have been words like
"gorrila", "er li", etc etc.

[/edit]


and if i never came to commonwealth,
i don't think i'll ever be in band.
and if i never joined the band,
i wouldn't get to know so many people,
who've becoming a really important part of my life.
no i'm not good at such words.
just the sudden thoughts.

if i never joined band,
i'd never know what the hell is an oboe,
and i'd never know liying.
frankly, she's taught me a lot of stuff, a lot.
and all the stuff i've experienced in band,
i guess nobody else would ever know how it feels like.

i remember a time in sec 1,
where i really hated myself for choosing the oboe section to be in.


why?
because i see the other sections,
so many of them, they can even form a soccer team.
they play, they scream, they shout, they go crazy.
its not like i don't have fun with liying,
but when she's not around,
i'll just end up sitting there alone.

haha.
but come to think about it now,
those are just so stupid thoughts.
they're my friends too.
so in the end, we all just play together too. (:


and once i felt that i was drifting away from my friends,
because i always went down to practise on my oboe,
i don't go out with my friends,
i don't spend time crapping in class with them,
i just like totally cut off from their worlds.

then i found out,
i actually spend a lot of time with them already.
count the hours we spend together in class,
and the hours i spend in band,
about the same lah.
and what's more,
i made a whole bunch of friends in band. (:

[edit]

if i never joined band,
i would have never experienced junior band fest,
i would never have played at a concert,
i would never have gone for muse festival,
i would never have been in ypsb,
i would never played my ocean solo so many times,
i would never have got to know so many friends,
i would never get to cheer for my junior at his jbf,
i would never known wth is being responsible,
i would never have put in so much effort into something.

i would never have all these.

[/edit]


so what's more left to say?
人生不过如此嘛。
be contented.
don't complain.


(:

i don't know what's my problem but,
thank you to everyone who's played a part in my life.



okay i sound like i'm gonna die.
don't worry, you won't be attending my funeral that soon.


pictures from the outing to westcoast park on the national celebration day.

a bit lag but jerelyn just sent them to me. (:


we played soccer!

bibiana's team.

my team.

OKAY, we look damn ununited. LOLS.
thank you la edmund. walk away. walk s'more.
whack you ah. HAHA. joking. ;D
in the end i just didn't play lah okay.
i just stand there and start laughing,
then when i got somewhere near the ball i started screaming or sth.

damn bloody loser.
but i suck at soccer.
so yes, i will just stick to playing the oboe. (:



but still, it was fun lah. (:


lol.
we can only collect it on friday.
which idiot told me 5th of september?

gah.
happy for nothing.
two more days. lalala.

i have 25 more newspaper review to go.
a lot of uncompleted math questions in the math papers.
history workbook chapter 8.

yeah, that's all.

the newspaper reviews are killer lah!
fugh.






some kim sam soon video i found on youtube.
i like the song songs. (:

GAH.
HYUN BIN's super cute.


lalalalalalalala~




faints*



edit


HAPPY 16TH MONTH BONKER`DDS! (:

wo donggggggg.


we did something really bad today.
frankly, i feel kinda bad now. but still,
the bloody loser deserves much worse than that.


whatever.


going to collect Jay's cd tomorrow.
STILL FANTASY.

GAH !
i can't wait, i can't wait, i can't wait!




exams in about 2 weeks time.
gasps!


Internationally recognized environmentalist, 44, was filming documentary


CAIRNS, Australia - Steve Irwin, the hugely popular Australian television personality and conservationist known as the “Crocodile Hunter,” was killed Monday by a stingray while filming off the Great Barrier Reef. He was 44.

Irwin was at Batt Reef, off the remote coast of northeastern Queensland state, shooting a segment for a series called “Ocean’s Deadliest” when he swam too close to one of the animals, which have a poisonous bard on their tails, his friend and colleague John Stainton said.


....


source: MSN News


go read the thing on the website yah.
there's a lot more to the article.


the poor guy actually died cos of a stingray,
and not a crocodile.
i guess he was really good with crocodiles.

poor thing.
condolences.






anyway, i finished 3 newspaper reviews,
2004 & 2005 math paper 1,
and nothing else.

arghs. super slow.
this is getting nowhere.


I GAINED WEIGHT.
FUCK.


AFTER TRYING SO HARD TO LOSE WEIGHT,
I GAINED MORE THAN I LOST.

WALAO.
ALWAYS LIKE THAT ONE LAH.
BLOODY LOSER, I KNOW.


lesson learnt:
i got no endurance.



yes, i cannot resist the temptations of food.
i feel like dying.
guess what's for dinner tonight.

braised duck.
& i like that a lot.
thank you.
just keep tempting me with all the food.


this is getting no where lah.
i should just eat slimming tablets.
or jsut go for liposuction.



oh heavens.


yesterday's concert was nice.


saw mr tan, mr de souza, mr meroy heng perform.
that's like the only people in the whole band i know la.
oh well, whatever. hahahaha.
the whole thing was super long
& i was like falling asleep already lah. ;x opps!
but it was nice.

its quite fun to see your conductor performing lah.
like the oh great and almighty one who controls your band,
is being controlled now. LOL.

okay, that came out wrong. -.-
but, you know what i mean la. hahahas.



lahlahlah.


happy birthday mr tan. (:



not like he'll see it.
oh well.


《千里之外》
周杰伦



屋檐如悬崖 风铃如沧海
我等燕归来 时间被安排
演一场意外 你悄然走开
故事在城外 浓雾散不开
看不清对白 你听不出来
风声不存在 是我在感慨

梦醒来是谁在窗台
把结局打开
那薄如蝉翼的未来
经不起谁来拆

我送你离开 千里之外
你无声黑白
沉默年代或许不该
太遥远的相爱
我送你离开 天涯之外
你是否还在
琴声何来生死难猜
用一生
用一生去等待

闻泪声入林 寻梨花白 只得一行 青苔
天在山之外 雨落花台 我两鬓斑白
闻泪声入林 寻梨花白 只得一行 青苔
天在山之外 雨落花台 我等妳来

一身琉璃白 透明着尘埃
你无瑕的爱 你从雨中来
诗化了悲哀 我淋湿现在
芙蓉水面採 船行影犹在
你却不回来 被岁月覆盖
你说的花开 过去成空白



(:


we had fun in the toilet, didn't we. haha!

bonker`dds. (:

another one.

gah, blur.

lols. all the failure shots.

check out bibiana's eyes. weird. lol!

jerlyn and jerelyn.

good try. haha! you two still look un-dao.

okay, what was i thinking.

jerelyn, bibiana & me.

me & jerlyn. yes, ignore the hair.

me & bibiana.

qian shou guan yin!

okay the first one looks better.

jerlyn. O_O

my tall hair!

-insert caption here-

-insert caption here-

daisy. LOL.


it was hell loads of fun lah. haha!
at that time nobody was in the toilet 'cept us,
so, we kinda just started doing stupid stuff. lol!

that was thursday.

& yes,
i have to say something about the dance.
to all of you out there,
whatever you think, whatever you say,
i can't say i don't care cause i do care.
i know typing this now's kinda like quite lag but,
we, did not, copy, adapt, 2/4 2005's dance.


so all of you out there,
stop accusing us of such stuffs okay.
daisy & hardy , okay not only them, everyone.
everyone put in time and effort to think of steps,
and to practise and stuff.
words like that just makes everything ..
not worth it anymore.
it'd be a miracle if we can remember the steps from last year.
if we can really remember those steps,
our memory must be so damn good lah.
like seriously, use some brains.

nobody said we cannot do such dances,
just because someone else did it before.

the whole performance process was rather enjoyable.
i guess we'd be living our lives happily ever after.
oh well, it was a memorable experience. (:



& this last picture's quite irrelevant.
but oh well, my progress report for this term.
its blur! i doubt you can see lah. so, oh well.

i shall work hard,
do well,
get into the class i wanna get into,
& rule the un-bloody world.



tadah.


Junior Band Festival 2006.

the programme booklet & the daisy liying gave me.
thanks mousey! (:

some SSO thing at vch. T_T

the cut thingie.

shuyi and i decided to do something funny. HAHA.
we posed with the statue thingie! ;D

my turn! lol.

inside the concert hall.
the juniors, waiting for the concert to start.

the juniors on stage!
okay its like blur until cannot see anything. paiseh.

Mr Tan's Birthday Celebration.

apologies.
i don't know why all the pics look blur.
its either the camera sucks or my hands are shaky.

the cake.

making a wish.

still wishing..

and the cake died. HAHA.

Mr Tan with the Sec 4s.

Mr Tan with the Sec 3s.

Mr Tan with the Sec 2s.

Mr Tan with the Sec 1s.



(:
gonna go do my homework soon.